Problem of Hiding Your ‘Green Face'
Do you sometimes feel different and therefore alone?
Are you trying to blend in and hide your differences - your ‘green face’ ?
Them you are making the same mistake I did when I was trying to gain acceptance by pretending to be like everybody else.
Years ago, in 2010, I saw the musical Wicked on Broadway in New York, and it left a lasting impression on me. The main character in the show is a girl with a green face. Unsurprisingly, she stands out from her surroundings and feels different. Without giving away the plot (there’s a movie adaptation coming soon), she eventually realizes that instead of hiding her differences, she must bravely show who she is.
I think this is a powerful metaphor for many of our lives, and for a mistake that many of us—myself included—often make. My ‘green face’ in the workplace was my enthusiasm and passion. During the first years of my career, I tried to hide it and be like everyone else, but that didn’t work. I felt different, alone, and like the "ONLY one, the ONLY crazy person"—that’s really how I thought. But:
How could I find others with a ‘green face’ if I didn’t dare to show my true self? And how could they find me?
My life changed in 2012 when I decided: “just be Cami” and chose to embrace my enthusiasm. Miracles started to happen. Other ‘green-faced’ people began to appear in my life, and I started receiving incredible opportunities that were a perfect fit for me because I was being my ‘green-faced’ self. I wasn’t alone, and I wasn’t the only crazy one! I had just been hiding myself, and that’s why I couldn’t find my people, and they couldn’t find me! So my wish for you is this:
Don’t hide your true colors. Show them, and see where life takes you.
Over the past 12 years, I’ve found some truly amazing #likeminded people, and who resonate with what I’m saying. I’m deeply grateful for every one of them.